I'm not a temporary kind of person.

I put far too much into every relationship I have for it to not be reciprocated.

I care too much and notoriously ignore the faults, always searching for the good in you - no matter the number of scars you've left on my heart.

You think I would have learned by now to not get so invested. I shouldn't let my heart get involved.

Just because you're "gone" doesn't mean you're not still on my mind. Just because you're leaving doesn't mean I won't still care.

Maybe one day you'll realize how much you mean to me.

Hopefully by then you won't matter.

Yeah, yeah... I know... what happened to my first blog? I started over. Well, I originally tried to switch to a different blogging site and then completely lost interest all together. So I deleted it all, or so I thought, and put the idea of trying to keep up with jotting down my daily adventures on the back burner. 


Then I landed a position as a Leadership Development Associate with The Jackson Group, A Consolidated Graphics Company based here in Indianapolis, moved into an apartment with Levin and had no choice but to attempt to leave the Butler Bubble behind for the real world. I've been at it for almost a month now, and find myself needing a place to focus my thoughts, vent my frustrations and celebrate my accomplishments.

I guess this blog is meant to be. I'm not expecting you to read it, and I'm certainly not expecting myself to contribute to it religiously. Hope my musing brings a smile or two to your day. Enjoy!